I
have a heart blockage between 2 stents that needs to be addressed. They botched my two angiograms- the entrance of my femoral artery, the entrance into my heart
was damaged, and the followup angiogram thrombosed my right radial artery which
has a very weak pulse and that was 18 years ago. So I refused the procedure.
I
have had stable angina recently and I know somethings going on there, but I am
trusting the LORD for keeping me alive. And if not, I will be with Him.
I
pray that Jesus comes for us sooner rather than later. I am ready..
I probably sound depressed but I am not. I am a realist though... and sometimes that comes across as defeatist. But we are more than conquerors. I remind myself of that often... Yet in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. Romans 8:37
We’re
not depressed when we know where we’re going and who is in control.
I
am petrified of another angiogram with lasting injuries... I got lymphedma in
my leg and arm they tinkered with... a painful lasting after effect still evident 18 years later.
Whether
He takes me now or raptures me, I know I will be with God. That's all that
really matters at the end of the day, isnt it?
© Glenys Robyn Hicks
Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day.. 2 Corinthians 4:16